
I am not trying to be a whiny-pants, I swear. This just made me laugh so so so so so so hard.
HAHAHAHAHA, OH MY GOSH!!!!
(Source: sukoon, via lifewithautoimmune)
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No? Didn’t think so.
God I hate being sick.
It just hurts all the fucking time.
All the time.
Right now, for example, if I didn’t know better, I’d swear I ate glass for dinner last night.
It feels like I’ve got a large knife embedded in my stomach somewhere.
Every little muscle spasm feels like an earthquake.
The waves of pain and nausea make me feel like I’m freezing.
I’m so done with this.
And I hate complaining about it.
I don’t want to be one of those whiney sick people.
But things related to that never seem to go right.
All the medications they have for it, haven’t worked for me.
It had gotten so bad to the point where it spread to my kidneys.
Which is medically unheard…
The first thing I don’t think people understand about Crohn’s Disease or IBD is that it is an AUTOIMMUNE DISEASE! People see Crohn’s Disease or Inflammatory Bowel Disease and they just don’t associate it with being an autoimmune disease… but, IT IS! This means that what is supposed to be good…
— (via jorgenv)
Oh HI stress-induced IBD symptoms. Yes, what I wanted in addition to stressing about traveling back to the United States and bringing my entire life back over an ocean WAS constant nausea and getting sick. THANKS
<end typical IBD rant>
The pain in my abdomen just brought me to tears.
I’m sitting on the bathroom floor, curled in a ball and unsure if I should even move. It’s National Crohn’s Awareness Day and here I am in the worst Flare up in a while. So bad that it has my vision fading in and out.
This is ridiculously frustrating and I’m sure I’ll wake up asleep against my bath tub again.
